Wednesday, 4 January 2012

2012


Ramble.

New beginnings or the same old story?
That much my friend is up to you.

This is a time where resolutions are made for a fresh start and a better life.
To run more, go to the gym, start eating healthily, and give up drinking. All of these resolutions are for the physical appearance and the easy ones to look at and attempt to change. They are the ones that we understand are bad choices for us, the things that we consciously do to our bodies on a daily basis..

But who looks at the abuse we put on our minds and hearts? Why has no one made the resolution to be truly happy and headstrong, whatever the consequence?
To reassess your friends and make sure that the people closest to you in your life and the ones that will look out for you and catch you when you fall.
That is the measure of a man.

Many of the plans we make for the new starts in life will be broken within the first month. The weakness of character and everyday peer pressure will ‘force’ us to give in a quit the gym and have a pint. Again, are you sure you don’t want to reassess your life?

I am at a crossroads... Not the biggest stretch of road I’ve had to face but definitely up there with mid life crisis and having a baby I guess.
It’s really down to me now and my resolution is simple. To be more selfish and follow my heart regardless of where it may take me and what I may lose.
I intend to hurt no one, I’m just finished hurting myself with lack if decision and procrastination of the mind.
A holiday filled with love and laughter has just run its course and when the favourite part of your holiday was having breakfast with your ex boyfriends family or spending all the time with your current boyfriends amazing sister- alarm bells start ringing.

So as my friend told me this morning, it’s time to bite the bullet. I am not going to try and live a life I once had as I have never been as self assured and strong as I am today, but I will try and gain some aspects of my life that I once lost. Bravery, Integrity Fun and Love.
Who gets what and who’s moving where? No one knows for sure this time but I know this path will take me to a smoother road.
Good morning 2012, we’re going to be good friends.