Well mother nature, such a sweet demure force. Elegnace to be reckoned with.
She will teach and discaplin while she lights your way.
Some things are meant to be ours in life and even though they may not be thrust upon us at the right time... it is our duty and obligation to embrace the love she holds our in her hands for us.
I was just getting stronger, enough to handle the blow i was dealt years ago, then months ago and hit like a force again across my heart weeks ago. Am i not supposed to be able to heal? Is this mocking a pnishment for things i have done wrong in my life? Well i conceed... There is no greater pain than having the best love bond in the world taken away from you, snatched from beneath you without your hands even able to retrieve the tears.
Unless, you are given a second chance. Do you lose something once so that you can be blessed with the overwhelming sense to hold on tighter this time? to tape the love to your heart so it cannot run away?
Well maybe this is mother natures band aid. Her intentions behind it, i am not sure but she shows she is a woman by not knowing what she wants for me. uncertainty a female trait.
I won't be selfish, i will love strongly and even though my life will empty its contents out of the door for the new life, i will make room for this love. and my fingers will bleed before my grip loosens once.
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